Ehehehe I feel so bad for letting Angel do all the blogging while I take sooo long to update! Anyways, I am finally updating so be thankful! ^^v

Anyways, had Acts today! :D:D Ling talked about people who backslide and how we are not suppose to and all that and that if we DO so, might as well get on with it because it is already SET in our minds that we must do the desires of the flesh and not of the Spirit! I felt that today's message can really.... relate to me somehow. I never really thought that all these laziness and procrastinating is the desires of the flesh! Well, that shows how much I actually read the Bible -_- I didn't even know that the Bible talked about the desires of the flesh and of the Spirit. Blahh. I almost didn't feel like going to Acts today but something in me told me that I must come. It's been like this almost every week already and I've always pushed myself to come because I FEEL that I MUST attend Acts! It's really strange and yet everytime I come to Acts, I find something that will relate to whatever I was feeling earlier before I even leave the house. If you didn't get what I just said, nevermind because as long as I get it, you don't have to really get it ;p

People who backslide are like dogs that return to their vomit. That statement made me feel so ......eeeee! Grose! But I guess it is TRUE in a way.

I do NOT want to return to my own 'vomit' -_-

I just realize that the Bible tells stories that always symbolises something. Such as the above statement.

Anyways, we DO NOT want to have the behaviour of dogs in us, right?! It's not a very nice ...thing to have. There's no point in acting all holy in church when outside you curse, swear, be rude and all those nastiness! Because that really IS like going back to your old 'dirty' self when before that you are 'clean'. It then becomes a cycle and then you would feel like there is actually no point in going to church anymore..

I hope I don't become like this -____- Not a good thing at all.

We must follow what God tells us in the Bible. So..... I must read and study the Bible more eheheh ^^"

Pictures soon!

richard marx & donna lewis - at the beginning (disney's Anastasia)
loving this song <3

the sweetest sound i've ever heard
the sound of heaven calling out to me
before i ever called Your name
You gave Your life for me

and all the things i'd ever do
You took upon the cross

You took the weight of the world on Your shoulders
You did it all for me

the greatest love i've ever known
that You would give Your life to set me free

before i ever called Your name
You paid the price for me

and all the things i'd ever do
You bought a covering

You took the weight of the world on Your shoulders
You did it all for me

You take me as i am
into Your nail scarred hands

and when i run so far away
You always call me back again

into Your open arms
not matter what i've done

amazing grace has found me here
because of what You've done, for me

You took the weight of the world on Your shoulders
You did it all for me

but it wasnt just for me..

i've been doing alot of thinking lately..

what if the things you were taught by your paretns, friends and teachers weren't completely true?
God works in ways that the world can never teach.

what if everything that you've ever dreamt of was just too small or just too unreal for your life?
what if everything you've ever dreamt of will never be part of your life?
God has bigger plans for you. your dreams are just stepping stones, stepping stones to the greatness level God wants you to be.

the day i chose to be a Jesus freak,
was the day i realise i will never get everything i really want.

what i will get, is to make decisions.
decisions that will decide what i will be and what i will get.

i'd made some really bad decisions in my life,
even after giving my heart to Jesus. i didnt stop making bad ones eventho i tried to.

but what i've learnt in these near three years,
was not to regret those bad decisions,
regreting is worthless.

i don't regret the bad choices i've made,
cos through them, i've learnt to make good ones.

when i gave my life to Christ,
things didn't get boring,
things didn't stay the same,
and things didn't get worse.

it only got better :)

a way lot better. :))

to live an ordinary life is something i cant do anymore.

i've come to a point where living an extraordinary life is no longer an option.
it's not just necessary, its more than that.

becos living an extraordinary life would be living a life that Jesus lived.

and i want to be just like Him :)

Joshua loves sweets =/


Ting playing the stupid maths game thing hahaha


-____-"


EL scruffy choo ah girl


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BEFORE Ps. Paul's service!


After celebration service


BOooohohohohoo =P


Kitty =/


HAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT!! Bernard and Iqbal hahaha


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inside joke picture ehehehe


LOOKIE WHO!


ALL THE ACTS292 MEMBERS WITHOUT ME!!!!!!  =((

And I shall end with a..


SLEEPING BEAUTY

TEEHEEHEE I will update tomorrow. Promise.
Lost in Interhouse Netball today =( to Macdougall.

19-3

What losers! hahaha There will be another match tomorrow against Hollis! A very strong team! I hope we can win =s

yawnn. today has been one very tiring day. anyways i'm feeling oh-so-malas to blog so i'm just going to post up pics. enjoyyy.


tuesdayyyyyy:

choon mei's car mat. and everyone must be going why would you take a pic of choon's car mat? well pls see next pic.

i.. helped her clean her car -_-" it was very much fun. but we didnt get to wash the outside of the car cos by the time we were done with the inside, it started to rain and we had to pick joyce and bev up for kolomeeee! ;D yeah it was the first day of joyce's cell group.

our weapons during the intense cleaning of the dusty car!

hehe joyceee. we were at the kolomee place next to cheche adeline's house. we were suppose to go the one at muara but there was alot of confusion on the way there in the end we just settled for the one next to cheche adeline's house. and that day we ate alot and were very very content :)

after the kolomee and dropping bev home. me and choon bummed at joyce's house for a bit.


when joyce's auntie first brought the plate of jagung to her room, i thought it was some traditional malay kuih but then yeah it was jagung.

it was the first time i was served jagung with its skin and it tasted so good. :b

yesh us three pigs ate up all the jagung and were still hungry.


hahahahaa. no more chocolate ;p

wednessdaayyyy :

choon was suppose to come over to my house that day after her cg so that we could finish washing her car, i waited and waited and it rained and i finally fell asleep and was still waiting. when i got up i realised it was already 5+ and she still hadnt come. oh my my my~ cut the whole long story short, she finally came and we finally went out for our excapade dinner with rach.c. dinner was great :D and so was all the walking around.


our dinner bill. aloottt eh!


rachel said that this lady is very pretty :x


we walked from the mall to unitek looking for some pc games. pajamasam was rach's fav game when she was younger and still is till now and she finally found it but couldnt get it cos it wouldnt work properly when we tested it.


the game rach wanted yes its only for 5 - 8 year olds.

wednesday was a good day out :)

thursdddaaaaayyyyyyy :

i actually planned to sleep the wholeeee day that day but my plans were all ruin when bernard decided to come over to my place to have a dvd mania with my sis and i. but i didnt mind in the end cos he said he would bring a whole tub of ice cream ^^ teeehehehehee! and he did!

we only got to watch like half of mr. & mrs. smith cos like half way of the movie, it dvd got stuck -_- and it was the part when they were going to kill each other. :(:(:( Jo gave me call YESH JO'ANA IS BACCKK FROM AUSSSIIEEE!! hehe we were suppose to go out on that day but we got some stuff mixed up, in the end we did go out but we went to the beach instead with bernard and my sis too.


bernard didnt bring extra clothes so he had to wear like my long long time ago shorts. they were plokadoted ;p


my sis and bernard building their tower. if you are curious why is there a dog in the pic, yep we brought scruffy along. :)


as you can see the tower wasnt much of a success.


i love catching crabs on the beach.


scruffy's first time at the beach, she barked at everything she saw -_-

erm if you are faint hearted. pls scroll down pass this two pics. thankiew. you have been soooo warned!


since there was no toilets. bernard had to change in public. wasnt a very pretty sight. haha kidding nard ;)


bernard for awhile had some difficulties putting on the shirt, i think it was a itty witty too small.


success!


beautiful at sunset.



:)) ~


i'm not very sure what in the snicketydoo world she was trying to do in this. :S


jo walking scruffy back to the car.


scruffy couldnt stop barking at everything she saw so Jo had no either choice but to carry her.

haha it was such a rush like right after the beach cos by the time we reach my house, uncle shem was already waiting for us. so me and nard just got into the van with our wet clothes and off to mcg. and nooo we didnt stay sandy the whole time for mcg, we changed once we got to mh.

i'm having the sniffles now. :( lots and lots of sneezing. so i'll just end here. toodles.

God.. You know that there is so many times that I have wanted to blame You for mishaps in My life.. but I chose not to - because I know that in the end, I will lose out on all Your glory and blessings and that You are the one and only. Thank You - for allowing me to have this relationship with You; which others are yet to have with You. The temptation is strong!! but I can go through this with Your strength :))

I must stay strong and fulfill God's will on earth!

Must unlock what God has destined for me!

Must be 'fishers of men'!

Must not let God down!

and especially..

MUST NOT LET THE ENEMY WIN!!

Aim: To populate Heaven and to plunder hell!

Ahh, the results of nothing to do online..


Had cell group just now! Amazing stuff we learned :D About the Lord's Prayer and the Armour of God! I've always wanted to know about the armour of God hahaha. And the Lord's Prayer! The one I got while watching Six: The Mark Unleashed! I duno what has the prayer got to do with the movie but ooook.. 2 more cell group sessions then we would have to have our cell group test!! Kinda scared about that but I'm sure I will pull through :D

After cell group, Jel picked me up from MH and then we headed off to Empire Country Club. Great place I tell you - great gym, great table tennis, great mini pool but not so great swimming! I'm so traumatized from just now's swimming! Hahahaha.

Well, I was enjoying myself for no longer than about 3 minutes before Jel shouted at me to get out of the pool. DO YOU KNOW HOW PANICKED I GOT? So I tried to swim back as fassssst as I could to avoid whatever that was in the water.

So I huffed and I puffed and I wooshed myself to the edge and rolled myself up the side of the pool - in order to avoid whatever that was in the water.

Before that, Jel HAD to throw the goggles while I was halfway struggling to swim back 'ashore'. Making my swim back even the more harder - half trying to swim back quickly and half trying to grab the goggles with my foot.

Then the moment awaits.. Jel told me to put on the goggles and peer into the depths of the crystal clear blue water. Hahahahahahaha I kept on telling her no though. But she wouldn't take no for an answer. So at first I looked at the water and then I saw something black-ish. Then she made me wear the goggles and put my head in the water. So I half-wore the goggles without putting the strap around my head and looked in. And guess what I saw............



THIS CLUMP OF HAIR!!!! *screams and runs away*


Well, I only saw a glimpse of it lahhh. Jel said there was still some SKIN STUCK TO IT. Eeeeeewwww.

I would never go swim at that pool EVER again! Others; please take advice :D

Anyhoos, can't wait for this Friday's Acts session!! :D:D and my parent's arrival to Brunei on Friday morning! :D:D:D:D with my goodies :D:D:D:D Hopefully, they got me some lah -___-"